Control

My daughter, who should remain nameless (Tiffany) sent me a link via Google Chat about a blog. The jest of the post was Control what you can and let the rest go.
Those that know me, know that I have a lot of issues with this concept. And when I can't keep control, I get extremely stressed out. And many times, my attitude is less than desirable, livable, in fact they hide.
What this daughter didn't realize is that I am working on that concept and have been for abit. But I have to admit, I must be failing miserably at it for her to send the blog to me.
So I guess that needs to be added desperately to my goals list :)
But in my defense, to the list the blogger had; I do think I should be able to control when my children get up.

What TO Do

Well, I got off track for many reasons, but now it is time to move back on track.

What needs to get back on track?
The homeschooling schedule
My educational goals (finish midwifery course and start a couple of alternative health courses)
Others Educational goals
Financial goals
Health goals
And I am confident I could continue adding to the list.

So where do I begin???

Logically for me it is in my head.
First, I must convince myself, I can do it!
Then I get to make my list, oh how I love to make lists :)
Next, comes the more difficult task but Not the most difficult task; doing it.
The last and most difficult task is getting the others involved in each goal to Help :(

It makes me sad but there have been many, many times when my family is less than cooperative. And admittedly, there have been times when I have gotten depressed and thrown my hands up and gave up.

NOT THIS TIME!!

So family if you are reading this, this is your notice. Times are uncertain and so we must do what is necessary to endure. And it will mean hard work from everyone. But remember I am doing it for your own good, because there will be times in your future life that Times will be uncertain.