Last night as I was watching Independence Day; Jud Hirsch's character was talking to Jeff Goldblum's character about losing hope. He said "I haven't talk to God since your mother died"; I then realized something about myself. I don't think I have talked, oh I have said things and rote prayers; but I haven't talked to God since Maggie came into this world and passed from it. I have been mad and sometimes when you are mad at someone you shut them out. I have shut the Creator out of my life and mind. I am not saying I am ready to open that line of communication but now I am aware of it.
Today is the anniversary of my father's death. I miss him! I miss the things he probably would have fussed at me about. And I miss his sense of humor; which I see in my husband and children.
Sad news for a young lady and her family, she is battling cancer and had hoped for a clean bill of health. But it didn't come. The WHY's of it all!!!!
MOM of 12 in MISSISSIPPI:Currently living in NEW MEXICO This is about me and the joys and frustrations of being a woman, wife, mother of 12 and grandmother of many. It will be thoughts about things tried or I wish I had tried. But most of the time it will be my ponderings, mutterings and just getting through this life as I know it.
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